When You’re Serious, Let Me Know…

Recently, I’ve been faced with an ultimatum.  Someone said “When you’re ready, let me know…”.  All I could do is think…Is that the question that we are faced with whenever we decide?  Are you ready to accept what comes with it?  Are you really serious?  Fam, I’ve rarely made decisions for myself.  I guess I kind of let things happen.  That’s just in my nature.  But I have to ask myself, should I try to steer my life at least some of the time?  I’ve always known God to be the master of the universe, but shouldn’t I at least position myself so that I can have the true trajectory of where I am supposed to be?  Or has my indecisiveness landed me so far off course that I’ve missed my mark–my true potential?  Have I been off course all this time?  I believe that everyone has a purpose, so shouldn’t we have a clue of what it possibly could be without having to stumble through life?  Planning should help, but action will guarantee results, right?  Sure, I can continue on my uncharted path and keep dodging the hard decisions, but…..in my quest for the best 50 of my life, or what’s left of it, I want to be more on target than not, so I have some things to think about.  Maybe when I look back on my 100 years, I can be truly satisfied, or maybe the next time someone asks me “Are you serious” or questions whether I’m ready, I can confidently reply “I was reborn ready”! My first 50 or so, I’ve drifted, so to get the best results maybe I have to be proactive and plan the next 50 so they can be the best 50!!